February 16, 2018

Liminal space. A space between the ‘what was’ and ‘what’s next’. A space of transition, waiting, not knowing. I find myself riding waves of emotions from one side of the spectrum all the way to the other these days. This is what I asked for when I drove my bike under t...

December 22, 2017

The situation: my wallet is nearly empty, my phone drowned in the ocean and I lost my bra.

The feeling: it’s the best gift I could have received. I feel more free than ever.

My days are filled with singing, dancing, connection. Music is running through my veins and I fee...

November 19, 2017

Feet stepping firmly through the streets. The streets of New Delhi. I keep my focus on the soles of my feet pressing down. Connecting with the earth, keeping my focus. Crossing a street in New Delhi, I have to keep my focus. My breath warming my face as it goes forth a...

October 23, 2017

In this mystical universe, there are many places of exquisite beauty and true wealth. Places where one can breathe fresh air, drink clean water, eat fresh foods. Places where life can flow freely, without an atmosphere of stress, deadlines, polluted air or noisy traffi...

September 30, 2017

Rain is falling today and a mysterious fog embraces the mountains. More than usual it feels as if this place in the Indian jungle is the only place on earth that really exists right now. A vacuum of time and space in which the clock does not define what does or does no...

September 12, 2017

Sitting at the doorstep, eyes half closed. My head a little foggy from traveling, my heart beating peacefully, steadily. The sound of water streaming down, a singing bowl, sweet laughter. The full moon shines in all her glory above the tall, green trees and clouds move...

September 3, 2017

“Hello Madam, where are you from? Are you married?”

I am astonished by the way I reply with “Yes” so easily. 

“So where is your husband?”

“In Europe, I am traveling on my own right now”. 

“Ah, okay”. 

How often would I still repeat this lie? Maybe I should even buy a ring t...

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Welcome to my writings! Every now and then I leave some

of my discoveries, thoughts, poems, music or any other thing that might grow from my being here on this blog.

To write is to create a small piece of eternity. If I write, I feel like I can capture a piece of my existence on this beautiful little planet. I hope you enjoy reading some of my mind twists. Please feel free to leave any comment, share your thoughts and love.

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